The Universe does not want your Resume

 Stop processing; 

And Start living! ;)

~"The reason I'm this way is ..." 

~"I've been this way all my life, but now I'm trying to ..."  
~"If I could just get rid of that awful trait of mine, "I'd ..." 
~"I'm working on it...God knows I don't like myself like this, but I'm working on it." 
~"Will I ever learn to...? 
Processing, processing, processing.  
Ok, Stop!

As long as we are processing, it is absolutely impossible to live in joy or pull in our desires, for we are only focused on, and thinking about, and feeling, and therefore vibrating all that old, ancient junk.  Processing is guaranteed to tie us forever to our past, from which not one of our desires can ever manifest.  Not one desire---not ever.  NOT EVER!

As long as we're trying to process our stuff, meaning trying to fix ourselves through this endless focus on where we've come from, what happened to us, and all other long-gone circumstances of our past, we will never --- we CAN never --- live in the Divine Now of joy.

The universe recreates itself around our pictures of reality.  (We always get what we focus on, remember?)  If we hold a picture of reality that there's something wrong with us, or that we need to be fixed, the universe has no choice but to recreate what we're feeling and what we're vibrating.

"I simply must find out what happened to me, how I got this way, what's wrong with me.  I must dig until I can find out why I am as I am.  Why, why, why, why?! 

No one is asking you to deny your past.  In fact, as you raise your frequencies, more and more unpleasant feelings are going to pop up, like shame, guilt, fear, and despair.  But processing this would brake forever, because you would have to process each lifetime separately --- not just this one --  to clear away all the emotional baggage.

So rather than denying or stuffing your past, go ahead and look at it, but without judgment.  Look at it, express it, admit it, acknowledge it, accept it, and move on.  In other words, let your past become something that is simply a matter of fact.  that's all.  Express your disappointment, your regret, your anger, and then ... LET IT GO!!!  If you don't you will continue to draw to you the very events that you are still resenting or regretting.

Our families, our upbringing, our relatives, our religion, our environment, our education or lack of it, our unfortunate circumstances: The fact is, the universe doesn't give a crap shoot how we got where we are, it only feels our vibrations.  And every time we process, ever time we dig-to-find or dig-to-learn, all we're doing is pulling those unwanted feelings into a very unpleasant, Normal Now.

As long as we anguish over our past, looking for those dark "reasons why," we can never be connected to our core energy in the Divine Now, well-being will be something that happens to others, and joy will be something we read about.  Our lives will not be happy.  

So never mind where you are not; decide where it is you want to go!! Never mind how you got to where you are now;  decide where it is you want to be! Every moment you spend explaining how you got to wherever you are now you bring that past into your Now and Vibrate it.  That can never ever make for a Divine Now, with positive energy flow, where you are connected to your core energy with a happy, open value.  So stop processing and start living.  Your life is not about what happened to you in the past; it is only about your vibration in this now. 

Where is your focus?  

What are you vibrating?

Stop dissecting;

And 

Start experiencing ;) oxox